8:30 p.m. - 2007-08-07
One more try
My horoscope for yesterday; one of the things I can't talk about, really, but if this is right? I may get a long-held wish.
August 06, 2007
No matter how you really feel about what that friend is telling you, try to be open to new possibilities. It could be that you end up trying something you had once vowed you'd never take part in!
Anyhooo...I just found out my brother's wedding date has been changed from December '08, to May '08! My SIL to be is having a problem with her nurse clinicals, hence the change. I dodged the wedding party bullet, but I will be a reader for the service. Catholic, evening, not a full Mass; my brother is not Catholic. The girls will be a junior bridesmaid, and flower girl, so that will be fun. Buck is happy, no tux for him, heh. Spoke with Steph today (SIL to be) and she is now in almost freaked out phase, hehehe. Cutting seven months off of your planning will do that to a girl. I invited her out here, to raid New Hampshire for somethings you just don't see in our lovely hometown. It should be a load of fun if she and my mom come out. Lots of girly stuff, and some of the things I didn't get to do for my wedding, as I handed over the reins to my mom. She was in MI where the wedding was to be, and I was not; simply made it easier.
I had a revelation this week...not sure now if it was Sunday or Monday night. I've gotten really good at the art of compromise. I've been having major practice sessions starting with finding our house. I'd go so far as to say that I've gotten really good at merely agreeing to the lesser of two evils. I don't know if this will serve me well in the future or not; I hope someday to be able to not use it when its something I'd enjoy getting what I want, not choosing the less annoying of the items/ideas presented to me.
And that is a sucky sentence, right there...I'm sorry. ::shudders::
I can't get all the details out regarding the previous paragraph; too much, too hard, too...whiny? Whatever. I simply want to know that someday I'll be able to choose what I want, when I want, how I want. Without having to limit my choices to what someone else likes.
There ya go, more insanity from my poor brain.
Off to see what trouble I can cause.
